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 Yuck, I hate this part…trying to describe myself….what to say??

 Well to start with I am happily married to my soul mate.  Yes as sappy as that sounds I am with my true love a plan on it being that way always. We have been together since we were teens and he is and always will be my best friend. We are the proud parents of 2 very beautiful girls with strong personalities . They may drive me crazy but I love them with all my heart and couldn’t be prouder.

I guess you could say that I can be some what complicated but most people will never get close enough to me to find out. I don’t have many friends and I have even fewer people in my life that I actually trust. Getting close to me can be hard, I’m not a bitch, I just don’t trust people. If you do get into my heart then I would walk on fire to help you. I believe in loyalty , honesty and kindness even though most people don’t have a clue as to the true meanings of those words. I’m a creative person, I paint and do some tattoo art. I love to write, mostly poetry and songs but I am rolling around the idea of a book in the near future. I love punk rock and pretty much all that has to do with it. Music is a very important part of my life. I am very interested in paranormal studies and have been since as far back as I can remember. I like going out every now and then for ghost hunting . I love the rush of a good scare and I’m highly curious about such things. I am a witch. Yes, that means I practice witchcraft. I don’t consider myself to be Wiccan though I agree with much of the ideas behind it and it’s teachings. I practice what many call gray witchcraft. I try to maintain a balance and never cause harm. For those of you who don’t know this doesn’t mean that I think I can shoot fire from my finger tips or perform any other Hollywood witch trick. This is my spiritual path and I take it very seriously . I also practice Reiki. Reiki is a from of energy healing. If you have never heard of it then google it, you’ll find lots of info on the web about it. I try my best to be a good person and do the right thing not because I have to but because I choose to. I am very aware of the duality of my personality. I know that I have a lighter side and a darker side. My moods tend to ether be one way or the other I don’t spend to much time in the middle. There is a flower child and punk rocker constantly battling in the back of my brain. I’m peaceful and easy going most of the time at least from the outside but I’m highly suspicious and guarded on the inside. I like to stand back and get all the facts before coming to a conclusion , I’m highly logical but hate it, I tend to over think things but consider myself a dreamer, I tend to be overly critical of myself , I’m highly ambitious but have an extreme fear of failure, I’m a lot of things and there is a lot of things I want to be.